I just want to let this out

Okay so earlier today, some of our professors gave our test papers and I am not happy with the results of my Midterm exams. I admit, nagpetiks ako. Sobra. I go home late, I don’t participate that much in class, whenever there’s a quiz hindi ako nag-aaral. I don’t know what’s up with me, pero super nagsisisi ako. Pero wala eh. I can’t take that back. All I can do now is to study harder, study more. I know I can do better, I know I can. I don’t want to disappoint my parents but I think I already did. Even our neighbors. One of our neighbors sent me a letter. Yes, a letter. And she’s very very much disappointed. She told me that I should have more time to study than to spend time with my boyfriend. But they shouldn’t blame Jerome for my low grades, not even my blockmates or anyone. It’s my fault. I became irresponsible and I don’t even know why. I need to set my priorities. I need to study more, to study even harder. I promise, I’ll do my very best to make my parents proud. Hindi na ako magpepetiks. God, please help me.

• Me: I want to lose weight
• Me: I want to be thin
• Me: I want to be skinny
• Me: *sees Mcdonalds*
• Me: yolo

2012 August 10

I went to my dentist yesterday to get my molar band fixed. Yay for blue rubbers! :-) Then I headed to Balibago to meet up with Jerome. We were supposed to go to school for the Bedan Relief Operation but it was already 3pm so we went to Paseo instead! 

We ate at Razon’s and we ordered our favorite sisig! Yay! :) And I love love their Arozcaldo! Although 90php for an Arozcaldo is a bit pricey na for me, but it is definitely worth it! :-) After eating, we roamed around, window-shopped then we decided to walk from Paseo to Nuvali for the bazaar. But I’m broke so I didn’t purchased anything from the bazaar… huhukels poor me I know. :( I also saw Ate Scarlet along with her aunt, little brother and boyfriend! Hihihi, her little brother is so damn cute! Haha. Then after window shopping for an hour on Nuvali, we decided to buy some Mocha Froccino at Bo’s Coffee before going home! Swear, it tastes sooooooo good! You guys should try it! The first time I tried it was just last last week at Glorietta with Jerome! Yesterday was my second time and now it is becoming my fave! 

I got home by 9pm and that was it. A day with J is always a day well spent! Hihi. And now here’s a cutie patootie picture of my bb and his cute witol bow tie to end my post!! ♡ hihihi byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ya’ll